Apparently

A certain has been telling literally everyone that we have been hanging out more frequently this summer

Um what

Like literally this is how most conversations have started for me recently

"Hey so I saw Will yesterday and he said you guys (note I don’t like the use of guys in this situation but I don’t interrupt people anymore to correct them) having been hanging out a lot lately"

Ok y’all take classes together and are in the same major and study together ALL THE TIME THROUGH OUT THE SCHOOL YEAR

I hangout with him four times in the span of three weeks for no more than an hour (the longest time was when he came over and wouldn’t leave and that was maybe four hours) and it’s a big deal for everyone else

Because I actually reach out to him and no to y’all

That awkward moment when I went to y’all’s house MULTIPLE TIMES and TO YOUR FUNDRAISERS and

And y’all don’t even take the time to come out to my performances NOT EVEN THE FREE ONES or the effort to hang out with me

My number one issues is that when I start to go off on my rants in regards to DdA

Like y’all don’t even want to listen

NO ONE DOES

I swear

I have come to the conclusion

That being someone who is upfront with who they are is pointless

Because people don’t appreciate my realness

i don’t sugar coat anything and when I’m going to have an emotional reaction it’s just come out

Why because if I don’t let it happen Ima end up with an ulcer

I’m just upset right now that no one just lets me have my friends

ALSO yesterday when I saw Will yesterday he asked me about my weekend and asked me if I ended up going to Rahul’s party and I told him that I didn’t

AND THEN HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME THANK YOU FOR NOT DRINKING AND NOT BREAKING YOUR PROMISE TO ME

EXCUSE ME I DID’T PROMISE YOU SHIT

I CHOSE NOT TO DRINK BECAUSE I HAD WORK THE NEXT DAY

I WAS MAKING A RESPONSIBLE DECISION

THAT HAD NOTHING NOTHING WHATSOEVER TO DO WITH YOU

UGHHHHHHHHHH

I’m having a Marcela day over here

I just need to scream about shit that I’m upset about

l1berum:

there is a huge difference between genuinely liking someone and liking the attention they give you and it took me a long time to realise that

(via vvendys)